A
transgender woman from Italy who hid her desire to change sex for 40
years says she's spent £52,000 trying to achieve the perfect female body
since coming out.
Fulvia
Pellegrino, 56, from the small town of Peveragno, has undergone a
series of gruelling procedures to achieve her current look including
more than 150 lip and cheekbone fillers, four breast implants and two
rounds of liposuction.
Pellegrino,
who was born with the name Fulvio and has the full support of her wife
Marisa, has also spent nearly £9,000 on surgery on her bottom and is now
planning even more.
Marisa admits that while she's standing by her husband, the pair are now more like sisters than a married couple.
Fulvia said: 'I am not happy with my 'perfect' body, because it is not perfect. Perfection is something else.'
Fulvia
was just fifteen years old when she first realised she was transgender
but fearful of her strict religious family, and her father who was in
the clergy, Fulvia kept her feelings a secret.
She
explains: 'I was living with my family who were very narrow minded and
very religious. I never manifested my will because it was impossible
with my dad. He had three sons and he wanted three sons only.'
The troubled youngster kept her torment hidden even when she met Marisa, 32 years ago.
Soon after they were wed, Fulvia began visiting gay clubs and cross-dressing in private in her garage.
She said: 'I was feeling trapped in my body. I hid in the garage and put make-up on dressed like a woman. I never showed that side of me because I was ashamed of it.'
Fulvia masked her turmoil and exaggerated her masculinity in public, buying guns and owning expensive cars.
She
said: 'It is difficult to grow up with a body which is not yours. You
try to mask it in every way playing football, drinking beers, buying
American 4x4s and go shooting to feel like a man.
'Instead you understand it is a mask and so you need to throw it away and become what you are.'
Finally, 16 years ago, Fulvia could no longer hide her struggle and confessed to Marisa that she wanted to transition.
She said:
'Obviously Marisa lost if for a moment, it is not something that is easy
to accept. Today Marisa and I are nothing more than two sisters. We
live together, we argue like two normal people but not like husband and
wife.'
When
Fulvia began her transition by receiving hormone therapy and looking
into plastic surgery, Marisa visited a psychologist to help her come to
terms with her new life.
Fulvia's parents were less accepting and refused to accept her in her new form.
She explains: 'My dad asked my wife to sign a paper to send me into a psychiatric institution to make me change my mind.
'It
was very hard, when my father passed away they didn't let us go to the
funeral because they were ashamed of us. The only people who accepted me
were my brothers.'
Despite her family's turmoil, Fulvia began to pursue her extreme look with breast implants, a nose job and a face lift in 2004.
Three more breast augmentations were followed by liposuction, numerous fillers in her cheeks and lips and a £22,000 butt lift.
Disaster |
Three more breast augmentations were followed by liposuction, numerous fillers in her cheeks and lips and a £22,000 butt lift.
But
Fulvia, who used to run a restaurant but no longer works, struggled
financially. She sold her guns, cars and a house in France to pay for
her expensive surgeries.
Now
the pair struggle on Marisa's wage as a holistic therapist. And while
Marisa is happy to support Fulvia's quest to achieve her desired look,
inhabitants in their town of Peveragno have gone out of their way to
exclude the couple.
Fulvia
said: 'I am now the clown of Peveragno. They point at me, they talk
about me, they start inventing stories about me that I am a prostitute.
My friends have all vanished – they didn't accept me.'
'I couldn't be without Marisa and do what I do without her. She is always here with me.'
But
despite the difficulty she faces Fulvia is desperate to continue her
plastic surgery. She said: 'I want to look like Allanah Starr, an
American transgender porn star.
'Plastic surgery is not a drug but its something that people like me need.
'I am not happy with my face and other parts of my body.
'I won't stop here, I want to go ahead because it's not perfect. If I reach perfection maybe I will stop.'
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